woohoo!!!summer's up!damn its so hot!!!ugh!but i still live summer anyway!

thank goodness school is over!finally i can get tons of sleep.i think i did a pretty good job during my freshman year in college.yet still, i hope i could perform better in my second year!nursing is hard, but im pretty much enjoying!

too bad i won't be spending my summer as enjoyable like last year!darn it!my parents wouldn't let me go out.tsss.im like living a prisoner's life.poor me.

emotions survey
[anger]
what makes you really mad?:	stupid hoax
do you have a bad temper?:	hmm..well..yea..i guess
do you swear when you are mad?:	hell yessss!!
do you yell or hit people when you are mad?:	not really hit people...just a little and it depends on who im gonna hit
have you ever made someone cry?:	yes
how often do you get mad?:	i don't get mad easily...asar lng..notas in mad
[jealousy]
are you a jealous person?:	yes
what makes you jealous?:	i don't exactly know
how often do you get jealous?:	not really often
who are you jealous of?:	depends eh
how do you act when you get jealous?:	i just keep quiet
do you get mad at the people you are jealous of?:	no
[sadness]
are you a sad person?:	no
what makes you sad?:	failures
how often are you sad?:	rarely
do you cry a lot?:	not really
do you cry on your friends?:	yes
have you cried in public?:	no
[happiness]
are you a happy person?:	yes
how often are you happy?:	almost all of the time
what makes you happy?:	can't describe it e
who makes you happy?:	him and friends
how do you act when you are happy?:	i go crazy!haha..kidding
what makes you happiest in your life?:	having HIM
[hate]
what do you hate?:	people who tell stupid hoax
do you hate anyone?:	yes
does anyone hate you?:	i don't know
do you have a hate list?:	no
what kind of people do you hate?:	backstabbers,pakelamero/a
what kind of music do you hate?:	hard rock
[love]
have you ever loved anyone/been in love?:	yes
have you ever told someone you loved them?:	yes
how many times have you been in love?:	once
what is love?:	love seeing and accepting someone for who he/she really is
have you ever loved someone so much you'd die for them?:	yes
has anyone told you they loved you?:	yes
[self esteem]
how is your self-esteem over all?:	seems like its unstable, low/ high at times
do you love yourself?:	yes
do you think you are attractive?:	i don't know
have you ever wanted to kill yourself?:	yes
have you ever harmed yourself?:	no
are you happy with who you are?:	yes
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finally!prelims is over!super stressful...i wasn't able to sleep the other night coz i was upstudying for the anatomy exam...as in 0 sleep talaga..the exam wasn't as hard as i was expecting it to be...im still not sure if i'll pass though...hehe...i just hope that all of my efforts and sleepless nights would pay off...

i have to make the most out of this christmas vacation...next break na kc is summer vacation at matagal-tagal pa  yun...haaayyy....patayan nanaman sa school muna...oh well..masaya naman..

i miss my baby..i wanna see him na..

its almost christmas pero di ko mafeel ang pasko...it really saddens me that he and i will not get to spend christmas together.haayyy...ganyan talaga...no choice.

yahoo!walang section c na magreremoval!!

yeah!yeah!yeah!haha

"Fall To Pieces"

I look away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the star Back into your arms

i am soooo freakin' bored...somebody shoot me now.please?!

epiphany alert for me...sometimes when you get sooo damn bored coz you have nothing to do, you'll just end up thinking about lots and lots of things...

and for me...hmm...i had quite a number of realizations about my baby..

1. HE CHANGED ME. and actually,its good that he did.such a perfect timing. last night i told him that i have no regrets abou the things that i have gone through with him.I am even thankful coz those things happened.really I am. with all those things, i got to test how strong i am.i had the chance to know my strengths and weaknesses.I can say that i am a better person now. THANKS to HIM.

2. HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. oh God.if it wasn't because of him,i wouldn't be enjoying life as much as i am enjoying it now. I mean,now, i have a reason for everything.he simply inspires me in everything i do.he simply lifts my spirit up when i fee like giving up and i know he's always ready to catch me when i'm about to fall.aint that wonderful? he's my guardian angel.

3. HE IS MY LIFE.i don't want to lose him again and feel the same pain that i felt before.i dont want my mind to be like a tabula rasa and not function in this world.i simply don't want to lose myself again coz if i do, i may not be able to get it back again.life would be SENSELESS.

4. I LOVE HIM SO DAMN MUCH.do i even have to explain this?!haha..i don't need to find reasons to love him.i just do.no questions asked.

afterwards,you'll just find yourself saying, that life isn't bad at all with all the realizations that hit you.life is a game worth playing.

at last...sem break narin...pahinga na ang utak for a month mula sa mundo ng paramediko...hehe...

i've been wanting to have this break coz i really need to get some sleep pero now na puro sleep naman na ko,hmmm...ayoko na!gusto ko na ulit pumasok!haha!isn't it so ironic?!

hindi na kasi ko sanay ng walang ginagawa at nandito lng sa bahay...

gusto ko ng pumasok pro yoko pa ng workload..haha...i just want to be with my blockmates and i just want to see my baby...haaayyy

eto na nga ba ang ayaw ko pagvacation eh....di kami mxdo nakakapagkita....how sad....

i really miss him.

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